Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Death Is A Cloud



Death is a cloud.
A heavy, grey rain cloud.
One that shadows us as it passes.
It sits there, still, until its job is done.
We feel its weight as it hangs above.
We spend each day in its fragile glove.

Death is a cloud that we cannot escape.
One we do not see coming.
It blows in suddenly, disrupting our days,
Until satisfied, light, it blows right away.

But death- is not a happy cloud.
It bears no rainbows or mildew.
It bears memories, anecdotes, moments,
It bears nostalgia for those it fails to strike.
It takes from them a sweetness and warmth,
It takes from them the comfort of love.
For to sustain itself and to blow forth once more,
It must steal with pain and intended gore.

Death is cold. It’s stiff. It’s hard.
It’s that icy chill in my pounding heart.
It’s a touch of realization and loss.
And of unsaid words and of silence.
It’s a numbness, an ache, a relentless ghost,
One that never loses, seizing its unwilling host.

It leaves behind an empty shell,
It leaves behind that characteristic smell.
A gaping hole with no piece that fits,
A trove of memories no one dares visit.
A path filled with anecdotes and smiles,
Now littered with tears and unfair trials.

Death is that hollow shudder in my nerves,
It is the pain for us that nature preserves.

Death is a cloud.
A dirty, hungry cloud.
One that shadows us as it passes.
It sits there, mean, until its job is done.
We feel its blade as it hangs above.
We spend each moment in its cruel glove.

Monday, December 15, 2014

Boredom Inspires

Little is as annoying as a professor who preys on your every free moment to squeeze in some more information into your saturated mind.
We had a rather long extra lecture in class today- after a rather long regular day of lectures. Suffices to say, I hadn't the mind space for it.

So, I wrote this.

Neuro: The Extra Lecture

I sit here as she rambles on,
About neurons, brains and ganglion.
She hasn't permitted the writing of notes,
Oh how upon that neuro she dotes.
Greater than my amazement for this intricate science,
Is the knowledge she carries of it with no defiance.
Oh how she spews out words a-bundle,
How don't they form in her brain a muddle?
Yet, somehow, I'm relaxed, unfocused and lost,
I'm thinking of Rise of the Guardians, Jack Frost.
It's winter now and we really should be,
Out of this city where zero pollution we see.
I don't want to talk about my diencephalon,
I want to read about eagles and their ferocious talons.
What fun to go and knock on her head,
And whisper, "Gee, Ma'am, I'd rather be in bed."
Don't get me wrong, I think neuro is fab,
But on a cool, sleepy day, it's nothing but drab.
I'm going to wrap this up now, with much displeasure,
I wish, like my poem, this lecture soon turns to closure.