So, now would be a good time to inform you about the other extremely fascinating wildlife present in the park.
Friday, June 26, 2015
Canters v/s Gypsies (And why both are mobsters)
So, now would be a good time to inform you about the other extremely fascinating wildlife present in the park.
Suicide
I watched as the one person who meant the world to me had her present stripped away and her future dictated to her. I watched as she bent down to pick up the ashes of the memories she had so carefully woven and worn in her unkempt hair and blow them away into the breeze just so she could feel a little lighter. I watched as she stepped foot into what had been her home for the past thirteen years only to pack up what was left of her present and walk away into a life she never thought she'd be faced by. I watched, crying bitterly from shadows and corners, as she strapped on her shoes and left her world behind.
I found myself alone with thoughts of a beautiful woman who had inspired me since the day I walked into her life. A woman who was thrown into the face of danger and who emerged from it independent and victorious. A woman who was happy and welcoming and who could conjure pasta with a blink of an eye. That woman left without leaving a trace. Without realising that there were several handfuls of people who loved her. Who wanted her. Her. Who wanted her alive.
Her daughter has grown now into a woman even more magnificent than she ever was. She is a spitting image of her mother and a product of the ordeals she has had to face. And I imagine how proud she would've been. I want to open the vents in my lungs and scream at the spirits that hang in the air around me and tell her that it WAS NOT okay. I want her to know that she could've been there for so much more, and that together we could've wiped our tears and found new smiles. I want her to know that life is a bitch but life is beatiful in its misery, that it takes courage and compassion to see it, that I know that she had it in her to live that life. I want her to know that she was selfish. That although she did what she did, she is still loved through the anger, tears and indignation. But from now on, anger and love will always go hand in hand. That even though we think we've forgiven her, we never truly will. I want her to know that she is missing more than we are.
Thursday, June 11, 2015
Petrichor
The summers are opening acts
The amateurs who are still learning
They are the awkward young peacocks
Beholding a female for the first time
They are the kittens in new homes
And the orphans stepping out into the world
They are the Sophies who have been snatched
And the Goodalls plopped into Gombe
They are the thunder before something gorgeous descends.
When one day I hear
The possible sound of patter
And when my lungs fill with a forgotten sweetness,
I throw my arms out and welcome a dear friend
And wrap her within my every emotion.
I contribute to the damp of the earth
With tears from past memories
I kiss the air that hangs about me
For no better darling have I
And when the skies rumble gruffly
At my longing eyes,
Sending down a barge of affection,
I stand in its love and wiggle my toes
I feel the smile grow through my lips
I quiver in my humbled happiness
And let sink in the cries of the world.
Saturday, June 6, 2015
Bonnet Macaques- more than ever before.
You know that feeling when something happens to makes your lungs content, that sends a smile to your lips from deep within your intestines? That's how I felt. Makes me understand how Leaky's Angels fell so deeply in love with their primates.
Lonavala, again.
About forty years ago, a couple bought 27 acres of barren land, save for a grandfather fig tree. They planted trees all over this land and lived in a tin shed, watching it grow. When it blossomed, they wanted to share the nature with others and built machans (or canopies). These were cantilever-style machans that didn't need a foundation or chopping down of trees. Today, these canopies stand proudly overlooking more greenery than our eyes are accustomed to and are lit entirely on solar and wind power.
Brahminy skink