Anticipation is an evil. You plan something, you see it beginning to happen or take shape, maybe just in your mind. You begin to hype the possibilities of what could and would happen. You dream on to the point where you not only wish it all would happen, but want it to. You sit in eager anticipation for that time to come. But if you've been building these dreams (or daydreams) over little or no foundation, there's a pretty good chance that they'll come shattering down- leaving you listless. And just as reality dawns upon you and you stop thinking "If only...", you realize how stupid it was to anticipate. Of course, by 'you' I mean 'me'. I'm a silly girl who'll never learn. (sigh...)
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